interesting fact

Since i have become a nursing student (and being a closet smoker) i've repeatedly been asked this question.

Why do so many doctors and nurses smoke?

Well how the f@*& should I know, it's not as though i started smoking the moment i entered the program. But let me as those out there this question, what would you rather have. A medical professional who has felt the need to take a little jaunt outside, even in the dead of winter to light up a cancer stick so that they could get a break from runnning around for 20 hours straight. OR one that has decided it F*&% it and has gone out for a drink. I don't know about you but i rather have the doc/nurse that smells like tar than the one that can't hold whatever insturment of torture that is currently going to go up your ass, arm or into your mouth.

to write or not to write

dear readers, (ok dear Danno and Sarcastrix)
i no longer really truly know what to write. i feel as though each time i write it is full homicidal rage against the tribbles (nee Shane & Gina). So therefore, i would like some advice on how i can expand writing material. I.e. help me make up names for other characters such as those i have encountered through school. If 150 women, does not cause me to write catty, sarcastic comments i have absolutely no idea what will.

CbKE